....but really, it's not.
Tonight I am blogging about my life (solo post style)- not necessarily my weight loss. i'm also not using caps. I cut my index finger opened earlier this week and it hurts like a mofo to type. i'm injured.
I've decided to move to LA in Sept (possibly sooner, depending on jobs).
I have a million and 1 things going through my head lately:
where to work? (not my current employer...no no, we're breaking up. for good).
where to live?
live alone? live with people? I'm kinda messy...and kinda like my own space. but, would i like my own space 24/7? unsure.
when to sell current car? here? there? it's still worth 6K - and it's time for a change. i just can't decide if it's cheaper to buy here and transport or buy there.
drive out or fly out?
then we have all the other things i think about:
finding a doctor
gyno
dentist
eye doctor
allergist
hair dresser
social circle (i know a million people in LA...but will I have a social circle? i hope so).
the whole "will i be ok on my own?" isn't a factor...i know i will. :)
however, i just have a lot questions!
6 months seemed like a long time....but when i think of all i have to do, and all i want to do - it's not very long at all.
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other updates:
weightloss....slow and steady. i'm a little annoyed at myself, i'm not working as hard as i should be. hoping to pick up the pace this week. i am going out to LA for a visit in May - so i have 8 weeks of really kicking ass (and hopefully i will fit into some cute capris and a sundress).
trainer: i've realized that no one can motivate you beyond how motivated you are personally. if i don't want it as bad as my trainer wants it...it won't work.
bellydance: i'm dancing at Shimmies 3....seriously excited. I have the cutest routine ever. I have 3 weeks to memorize it, let's hope i can!
work: i've taken on a new Laissez-faire attitude. i'm only putting effort into things that benefit me. i'm done fixing everything for everyone and thinking it will make a difference. it doesn't.
family: while they were hesitant at first...and still don't seem enamored by the idea, they have come to accept my move to LA. yay! they are also still going to the gym 3-4 times a week. Go mom and dad!!!
d: he's great, LOVES his new job...has a lot to update you all on, but i'll leave that for him.
ok...it's 11:11...i made a wish and now i'm heading to bed.
xo
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